> > I have a question in which I hope you can clarify. God is not a >question in my mind. I have sensed God. All being one is not a question >in my mind, even on a material level everything is connected together. I >know when I die or at least my body it will be assimulated into the whole >and take transient shape. So on that level along I never really die >merely transform. You have some very nice realizations. Individuality is always there. There is no question of giving up our individual existence at any point. The soul, "I" doesn't transform either. The soul is unchanging. Due to his consciousness he is taking on different material bodies -- but he remains the same... >My question is does consciousness have eternal life. Bhagavad-Gita As It Is Chapter 2 TEXT 12 na tv evaham jatu nasam na tvam neme janadhipah na caiva na bhavisyamah sarve vayam atah param TRANSLATION Never was there a time when I did not exist, nor you, nor all these kings; nor in the future shall any of us cease to be. PURPORT In the Vedas, in the Katha Upanisad as well as in the Svetasvatara Upanisad, it is said that the Supreme Personality of Godhead is the maintainer of innumerable living entities, in terms of their different situations according to individual work and reaction of work. That Supreme Personality of Godhead is also, by His plenary portions, alive in the heart of every living entity. Only saintly persons who can see, within and without, the same Supreme Lord can actually attain to perfect and eternal peace. nityo nityanam cetanas cetananam eko bahunam yo vidadhati kaman tam atma-stham ye 'nupasyanti dhiras tesam santih sasvati netaresam (Katha Upanisad 2.2.13) The same Vedic truth given to Arjuna is given to all persons in the world who pose themselves as very learned but factually have but a poor fund of knowledge. The Lord says clearly that He Himself, Arjuna and all the kings who are assembled on the battlefield are eternally individual beings and that the Lord is eternally the maintainer of the individual living entities both in their conditioned and in their liberated situations. The Supreme Personality of Godhead is the supreme individual person, and Arjuna, the Lord's eternal associate, and all the kings assembled there are individual eternal persons. It is not that they did not exist as individuals in the past, and it is not that they will not remain eternal persons. Their individuality existed in the past, and their individuality will continue in the future without interruption. Therefore, there is no cause for lamentation for anyone. The Mayavadi theory that after liberation the individual soul, separated by the covering of maya, or illusion, will merge into the impersonal Brahman and lose its individual existence is not supported herein by Lord Krsna, the supreme authority. Nor is the theory that we only think of individuality in the conditioned state supported herein. Krsna clearly says herein that in the future also the individuality of the Lord and others, as it is confirmed in the Upanisads, will continue eternally. This statement of Krsna's is authoritative because Krsna cannot be subject to illusion. If individuality were not a fact, then Krsna would not have stressed it so much--even for the future. The Mayavadi may argue that the individuality spoken of by Krsna is not spiritual, but material. Even accepting the argument that the individuality is material, then how can one distinguish Krsna's individuality? Krsna affirms His individuality in the past and confirms His individuality in the future also. He has confirmed His individuality in many ways, and impersonal Brahman has been declared to be subordinate to Him. Krsna has maintained spiritual individuality all along; if He is accepted as an ordinary conditioned soul in individual consciousness, then His Bhagavad-gita has no value as authoritative scripture. A common man with all the four defects of human frailty is unable to teach that which is worth hearing. The Gita is above such literature. No mundane book compares with the Bhagavad-gita. When one accepts Krsna as an ordinary man, the Gita loses all importance. The Mayavadi argues that the plurality mentioned in this verse is conventional and that it refers to the body. But previous to this verse such a bodily conception is already condemned. After condemning the bodily conception of the living entities, how was it possible for Krsna to place a conventional proposition on the body again? Therefore, individuality is maintained on spiritual grounds and is thus confirmed by great acaryas like Sri Ramanuja and others. It is clearly mentioned in many places in the Gita that this spiritual individuality is understood by those who are devotees of the Lord. Those who are envious of Krsna as the Supreme Personality of Godhead have no bona fide access to the great literature. The nondevotee's approach to the teachings of the Gita is something like that of a bee licking on a bottle of honey. One cannot have a taste of honey unless one opens the bottle. Similarly, the mysticism of the Bhagavad-gita can be understood only by devotees, and no one else can taste it, as it is stated in the Fourth Chapter of the book. Nor can the Gita be touched by persons who envy the very existence of the Lord. Therefore, the Mayavadi explanation of the Gita is a most misleading presentation of the whole truth. Lord Caitanya has forbidden us to read commentations made by the Mayavadis and warns that one who takes to such an understanding of the Mayavadi philosophy loses all power to understand the real mystery of the Gita. If individuality refers to the empirical universe, then there is no need of teaching by the Lord. The plurality of the individual soul and of the Lord is an eternal fact, and it is confirmed by the Vedas as above-mentioned. >Off course the Atman has eternal life, but does the jiva. If I've had >past lives why cannot I remember them like I remember this life. Birth means forgetfulness. It is maya's mercy... If we could remember we had done the same thing for millions of births it would be difficult to become very enthusiastiac about doing it again. Birth, old-age, disease and death, eating sleeping, defending and sex... So we forget the past.. >I've had >inklings feeling that at one point I was an Itlian monk, and at another a >scotish warrior (which troubled me), yet were these inkling my >imagination or is my farthur past trying to emerge. I pray to God that I >can remember my future lives and or when I'm with him in the Godhead. You >see to me eternal life is consciousness and when your not aware of >yourself you are dead. In this life time along we go through many a death >and rebirth. I seek the eternal rebirth. Maybe I'm just attached to my >indiviuality (jiva)? You are an individual eternally, that is not a bad attachment, it is natural. This material world is a perverted reflection of the spiritual world. It is not false -- mearly a reflection. So there is a hint of pleasure here, but the real pleasure, the real substance is with Krishna in the spiritual world.. we can just see the reflection. It is like the reflection of a mango tree in the water. It looks exactly like a real mango tree, but you jump into the water and try and grab those mangos! You can only get a hand full of water... The real mango's are not in the reflection -- they're in the tree... So this sex life and money in the material world is not the real source of pleasure, the real pleasure is in the spiritual world... >I don't think this is necessarily wrong. Why did God >create color (form). I think one reason is ananda. Many an ascestic are >attached to emptiness. The form in the material world is a reflection of the form in the spiritual world, the color here is a reflection of the color in the spiritual world, the cows here are a reflection of the cows in the spiritual world, the trees here are a reflecrtion of the trees in the spiritual world, the women here ar a reflection of the women in the spiritual world... The difference is here we are trying to enjoy everything for ourselves whereas in the spiritual world the devotees there are using everything for the pleasure of Krishna... So we can change our consciousness here and use everything for Krishna... Then this world will also become just like the spiritual world... >Li La seems to be were it's at. Sugar is sweet. >Broken love is bitter. I'm getting side tracked. How can you help me to >realize reincarnation or the eternal rebirth conscious of myself(form) >and God (Non-form). Abeddabeda is enlightment right, not just one side? > Yes. Broken Love... Everyone's heartbroken. We establish a loving relationship with someone here thinking that it will last forever and a few days later it's finished... So such frustrated, broken-hearted men, with no knowledge of Krishna or the spiritual world, conclude that there is nothing, no personality, no ego, no individuality, no relationships... That is as far as one can get without the help of a pure devotee of Krishna. Krishna is avan manasa gocara, it means beyond the limits of the mind and the intelligance. So we can not realize Krishna by our own effort, by mental specualtion, but we have to hear about Krishna from someone who has seen Krishna. That is the process.... Bhagavad-gita Chapter 4 TEXT 34 tad viddhi pranipatena pariprasnena sevaya upadeksyanti te jnanam jnaninas tatt va-darsinah TRANSLATION Just try to learn the truth by approaching a spiritual master. Inquire from him submissively and render service unto him. The self-realized soul can impart knowledge unto you because he has seen the truth. PURPORT The path of spiritual realization is undoubtedly difficult. The Lord therefore advises us to approach a bona fide spiritual master in the line of disciplic succession from the Lord Himself. No one can be a bona fide spiritual master without following this principle of disciplic succession. The Lord is the original spiritual master, and a person in the disciplic succession can convey the message of the Lord as it is to his disciple. No one can be spiritually realized by manufacturing his own process, as is the fashion of the foolish pretenders. The Bhagavatam (6.3.19) says, dharmam tu saksad bhagavat-pranitam: the path of religion is directly enunciated by the Lord. Therefore, mental speculation or dry arguments cannot help lead one to the right path. Nor by independent study of books of knowledge can one progress in spiritual life. One has to approach a bona fide spiritual master to receive the knowledge. Such a spiritual master should be accepted in full surrender, and one should serve the spiritual master like a menial servant, without false prestige. Satisfaction of the self-realized spiritual master is the secret of advancement in spiritual life. Inquiries and submission constitute the proper combination for spiritual understanding. Unless there is submission and service, inquiries from the learned spiritual master will not be effective. One must be able to pass the test of the spiritual master, and when he sees the genuine desire of the disciple, he automatically blesses the disciple with genuine spiritual understanding. In this verse, both blind following and absurd inquiries are condemned. Not only should one hear submissively from the spiritual master, but one must also get a clear understanding from him, in submission and service and inquiries. A bona fide spiritual master is by nature very kind toward the disciple. Therefore when the student is submissive and is always ready to render service, the reciprocation of knowledge and inquiries becomes perfect. Chant Hare Krishna and be happy!! Madhudvisa dasa