Dear Lars, Hello. Hare Krishna! Please accept my humble obeisances, all glories to Srila Prabhupada! I'm very glad the volume of Sri Caitanya Caritamrta arrived there and you are relishing the nectar. That is the main thing. Of course it is just one volume. There are sixteen others. You should try and get them as well. Unfortunately it is out of print for many years now -- the BBT are promising a "new" version later this year. Whether it will come our or not I don't know. There is, however, a single-volume edition [with very small, but still just readable, type] available for $US88. I have found the Krishna Culture mail order service in the US quite efficient. They have a very big catalogue you can ask them to send you. It has many, many books in it which may not be bona fide so you have to be a little careful, but it has all Prabhupada's books and all the devotional paraphernalia you could ever want. So they are providing a very nice service. Their address is: Krishna Culture P.O. Box 12380 Philadelphia PA 19119 USA I get great relief from reading Sri Caitanya-caritamrta. Sometimes the preaching work is difficult, but as soon as I pick up the Caitanya-caritamrta I feel very happy and I have often read one whole volume in one reading. Reading for hours and hours. It is really so nice. You will want to get the other volumes also. As for garlic onions and mushrooms you might like to do a search on my www site (click on the magnifying-glass in the button bar at the top of most screens). There is quite a bit there. Basically these things are not in the mode of goodness [garlic & onions = passion and mushrooms = ignorance) So Krishna doesn't like them. We are cooking for Krishna and Krishna likes foods in the mode of goodness from the groups of milk products, grains, fruits and vegetables. So we should cook what Krishna likes, not what we like, that is the main point... It is nice that sometimes you are cooking, but are satisfied by simply offering the food to Krishna. That is a very good thing. But you will have to find a few people to distribute the prasadam to!! Actually an advanced devotee is not concerned about eating very palatable food for himself, he gets great pleasure by preparing it and offering it to Krishna and seeing others relish Krishna prasadam. Devotees are satisfied with simple food, just to keep the body and soul together, but they want to offer Krishna the best first-class opulent preparations. But it is an advanced stage. There is no harm in taking prasadam to our satisfaction in the beginning. This sort of renunciation should come naturally. We should become so busy in Krishna's service that there is no time left for eating and sleeping. That was what happened to the six gosvamis of Vrndavana [the direct disciples of Lord Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu] They were so busy chanting Hare Krishna, discussing the pastimes of Krishna, worshipping the Deity of Krishna, and writing books about Krishna that they had practically no time to eat and sleep. Raghunatha dasa Gosvami was a very great example in this manner. He was so busy that he couldn't sleep more than two hours at night and as far as eating was concerned he just ate a little butter every second day. But it is not false. He was not hungry. He was just to busy serving Krishna to find the time to eat and sleep. So I hope that someday I can also become so busy serving Krishna. But at the moment I eat and sleep too much. These things should be reduced. They are a waste of time. But it cannot be done falsely, that will not last. There has to be real attachment to Krishna, we have to be really very busy in Krishna's service... As for Ekadsai, it means eleven. The Vedic calender is based on the moon. So one month is one full moon till the next. The month is divided into two fortnights, one during the waning moon (the moon getting smaller) and one during the waxing moon (the moon getting bigger). So Ekadasi occurs on the eleventh day of the waxing moon and the eleventh day of the waning moon. Basically you can work out when it is yourself from this information, but there are other complications as well so sometimes it is observed the day after, but that is to much to go into here... The idea of Eakdasi is on that day sin personified takes shelter in the grains -- so it is very inauspicious to eat grains on the Ekadasi. So devotees fast at least from all grains, some devotees also fast completely, some even don't drink any water as well -- but at least we should fast from grains. It is a very auspicious day in the sense that any devotional service performed on the Ekadasi is very powerful, especially hearing and chanting. I have heard it said chanting on an Ekadasi is ten times more powerful than on an ordinary day. So devotees like to take the opportunity to chant extra rounds on the Ekadasi [some chant 64 rounds which is not really that difficult if you fix your mind up to do it]. It is also very good to read lots from Prabhupada's books on the Ekadasi... The fasting is really so we can read and chant more. If you don't eat it saves a lot of time and you don't have to sleep so much either. Too much eating means too much sleeping... and it is not at all good to spend much time sleeping on the Ekadasi. In fact traditionally in India the devotees would stay up all night chanting Hare Krishna. But that may be a little difficult for us in the West, particularly if we have a full days service to do the next day. So we should at least fast from grains and increase our reading and chanting on the Ekadasi days... And if we can do other things [chant 64 rounds, fast completely, stay up all night chanting Hare Krishna, etc] then that is very good. Generally we don't perform great austerities, in fact Bhagavad-gita calls performing austerities not reccomended in the scriptures demoniac. But if you want to perform some austerity then the Ekadasi is the time to do it. It is recommended in the scriptures and it will be very effective in helping you advance in Krishna consciousness... Thanks very much for the letter and the money. I will send you the bank account no. on Monday. Chant Hare Krishna and be happy! Your servant Madhudvisa dasa