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I am 76 years old. Only in the last year have I begun to seek Truth. I feel that I may be too old to awaken – my ego has grown and calcified to the point that my efforts at non-duality are doomed to failure. Can you offer me any hope ?
» Posted By Jim On February 10, 2018 @ 5:43 pm
Hare Krishna! Is there a book that tells how to offer prsadam to Lord Krishna?
» Posted By Jim On February 17, 2019 @ 4:45 pm
It is a fine Texas day and I just wanted to thank you for sharing information with us.
» Posted By Jim On April 27, 2012 @ 9:38 pm
Thank you for your reply. I guess you missunderstood me a bit. I’m searching for God’s personallity, and so far I have only experienced his impersonal aspect, brahman.
One message is gone. I wrote about how it is possible to enter and visit God in person in Vaikuntha. As I know the Vaikuntha is inside this effulgence, but I don’t know why I’m just stuck in the light. But 11 years ago when I had my liberation I had no God in my heart, and that’s why I couldn’t get futher than to lose my indivituallity in this spiritual light. Awesome experience when first feeling of seperating and mergin completely with this light, thought I became God, but I just got tricked to believe in that, so later I understood I just became one with one of his qualities. Anyways. I reached Moksha without any mantras, and when I chant Hare Krsna, how can I leave my body and brain to enter the brahman effulgence and from there enter Vaikuntha. To be completely spiritualisted I need to leave my thoughts, because the thoughts is one of the attachments to materialism.
And I can teach the way to the people how to, step by step, be liberated to Moksha. I could write a book, but how many would follow my example? People are more into playing playstaion or xbox than to sit down and draw back all the material attachments. My method is no mystic, it is about how you are, how you works, so the method works on everybody because we are built in the same way.
As I said, I can teach it to everyone, but I’m not that interested to do it because if everyone would be libirated they would encounter the same problem – they would get bored of it. So that’s why I’m trying to find Vaikuntha and God’s personality. I have seeking it for many years without any experience about it. Sometimes my brain is tricking me as long as I am attached to my brain. I don’t know if I experience something mixed spirituality and material. I just want 100% spiritual experience as I had in the brahman experience, but instead of Brahman I want to experience Vaikuntha, how is it possible for me to do that without to grow old and die first?
It’s hard to tell about my liberation, because people is just leaving me when I seek futher help. I don’t know why. This is me and I just told about what happend in my life and I just want to tell about my todays position so someone can easily understand where I stand. But ofcourse, I can lie about my experience and act like someone who never attained any spiritual at all, but that would be to cheat myself and others that are trying to help me. How can someone help me if I’m not honest to them?
I’m not thinking I am someone more than others. Through my experience I see every soul equal to mine, the only difference is that they don’t know about the hidden spiritual spark where you find in Moksha.
I’m a good guy. And all my life I have been struggling to find out the meaning of life. And my wish is to teach people how to find God’s personality, not how to become one with one of his impersonal spiritual qualities. But sometimes I believe it can be good to know about your root position, that you’re not stuck in believing that you are just the body and brain.
But about Veda, even I had my liberation and Vedas comfuse me a lot, but that’s maya I believe. I want real expeirences.
How is it to meet with God in person? Have you trancended to Vaikuntha, how is it? My ex ISKCON guru claimed to have been visiting Vaikuntha, but never got any instructions how to go there. But I believe later that must been som illusion only, because he disbelived in the Vedas and turned to a boring buddhist monk later.
So still, everything about Brahman is true in the Vedas and all other stuff is just hidden for me and I want to reveal everything else that is written in the Vedas. And after that I would be happy to teach everyone about God 🙂 Through my words and expeirnces.
» Posted By Jim On February 26, 2014 @ 1:16 pm
To be a sun god must be boring, being stuck in one position for billions of years to serve mother earth, similary to Moksa, complete merging with the brahman effulgence, you are just stuck in one position, a constant, without time and movements. Even you happliy feel that you have everything and understand everything, you’re still stuck in one position and can’t move or be creative in any way – except to fall down to the material world again, that’s the only move one can make – if God doesn’t bring you to Vaikuntha or Goloka Vrndavana, though.
Poor sun 😉
» Posted By Jim On February 22, 2014 @ 10:20 pm
Sorry for my english and grammar, I have no time to go though this text, it would takes hours, as I always have to correct, change or add words and sentences. I’m not good at construct text in a methodical way. I don’t know if you would be able to identify all the true authentic feelings that are located below the words veil. Some words or sentences may be loaded with wrong authentic feelings due to my imperfections as a human to interpreted the words real meaning and to construct the sentences with match the feelings I want to deliver. I always have to struggle with the language and it is also my biggest weakness, but instead I have developed other qualities which I’ve always priorities before other things like language. I’m also from Sweden and learned my english 2006 by self education, mostly by using google translate.
I think Krishna works in a similar way as our brain works for our will and consciousness (as I call the soul which I define has its origin in time=0, with other words, the infinite present.)
As a soul we have our own complete wholeness and with a tool like a brain we can divide this wholeness in pieces and store the pieces as memories in the brain.
Now, the soul and the brain is not equal to 1, it is equal to separation from eachother, which mean the soul has its own place and the brain its own.
One property the consciousness has is the ability to merge temporarily with brains finial outcomes. What I mean is when you demand something that you know the brain is able to make, the brain is (cooking) calculates that particular demand and sending it back to consciousness for your consciousness to merge with it and to be aware of. It can be pictures, feelings (not the feelings derives from your soul that you instantly creates in the infinite time=0), taste, inner voice as speech, ect.
But for instance, if you don’t ask the brain to bring, for example, a past memory visual, then that visual will stay in the darkness as a memory in the brain so it can’t reach the consciousness. It is still there, but hidden until you want it to reveal it self by sending that particular feeling energy (that derives from time=0) which contains the information and the address, for the brain to analyze the data, transform the energy so it can be executable for the brain, which in turn takes the transformed information further to its destination. When it has arrived, that part of the brain reads the blueprint (information), and build it according to the information the soul from the beginning wanted it to be constructed, and after that part of the brain is done with the construction it sends the final output back to the consciousness for the consciousness to experience that particular desire.
And this is happening in real time with a very small time delay. It’s like a constant flow going from the soul (time=0), to the brain and back to the soul (consciousness). The soul is experiencing always time=0 (present) at the same time it experience the final output data the brain sends back to the soul, but there is a delay between which we are not conscious about and that is due to the brain which is separated from us.
The brains duty is to constantly send various energies according to souls desire, it has also the duty to send constant stream of energies (information) which coming from the out side world, outside our bodies, that constantly hits our senses, more or less, so we as soul can have the ability to experience even more things; like enjoying energies we may attract too, after they have been discovered, or even go crazy with other energies which can put the soul in disharmony; we may be able to manipulate the energies according to our desires, with the help of the brain that holds the memories of our past experiences with the energies.
What I wanted to say in the beginning about God is; as we can chose to make visualization appear from the darkness at will, God would be able at will to appear from the darkness too. The whole universe may be hidden for us, it appears to be completely dark. The soul has its own wholeness, its own universe where we can lit up and reveal infinite different forms of our selves. We can choose to be what ever we want within the boundaries the brain has, but still it has its limitation one can create infinitely different forms.
As the brain is a separated part from our soul, then we can confirm that whatever the brain gives you, whether it is senses experiences, different suitable forms which makes you appear as something, ect; it is still separated from the soul. No brain = no disguise for the soul. The brain is something we have been borrowing and has to be given back and you’re not allowed to keep anything that you’ve collected from the material world, whether it is visual memories or things that surround your body.
What are all these energies that we can’t keep? I think it’s God himself. We as conscious beings just have been given the ability to merge with some of God’s energies so we could experiences a sense of being one with it, to feel no separation when it comes in contact with our consciousness, and when we have that feeling of being one with things we falsely thinks this is a part of me because we cannot feel that we are separated from it.
Why God gives of this false idea making us believe we are the body in our consciousness? Maybe he wants us to be able to do things according to our desires which we constantly have within the core of the soul. As we are not able to create vehicles to our soul to merge and being one with by will, a higher authority has to do it for us and he gives us according to our wishes, we don’t need to build, it’s already constructed for us to jump in and use. We cannot build a brain from ground up and then jump inside, it’s impossible, an outer authority has to do it. As a consciousness devoid from the brain, we don’t know nothing, can’t do nothing, we have to be depended on the energies that surround our consciousness, it does not belong to us but if its God’s wish we can experience them, use them to understand a little bit what God is, but when the energies hid them self we are not fortune to understand anything but our own consciousness devoid from the whole external existent which is God him self, inclusive your own consciousness (soul). So it is God’s will if he wants to feed our consciousness with would reveal his true form, or a part of it, or only a few energies. But when he reveals his energies we imminently becomes one with it so there is no difference between your soul or God’s form, or more or less the energies he choose for you to experience, but still there is a separation and you know it only when the energies leaves your consciousness. The depth sensation and the various objects we see scattered all over in our the space and time experience, we can somehow feel that we are separated from it, but in fact we are not, the consciousness frame where the experience is held gives you the whole experience as one in the constant time=0, you have merge with all the objects you see visually at the same time, it temporarily became a part of your self, there is no actual depth, it is a flat experience like a computer monitor which creates 3d worlds.
God is here and everywhere, for years I’ve been studying his creation, which partly is God himself, within the limitation according to what God wants to reveal for my consciousness.
He has witnessing all the action I’ve made so far and will continue with that after I send this message. I’m aware of him hiding his true form from my consciousness. I am nothing, he is everything. I’m infinite small, then how I can defeat someone who is big as everything that can exist in this infinite big wholeness. I would permanently offer my past memories and the material existence, only to permanently be there and see his true form, similar to what I did when I merged and became one with this spiritual effulgence aka brahman?
» Posted By Jim On February 3, 2017 @ 7:07 pm
When did “mayavadas” said that Lord Krishna is not God?
Do read Adi Shankara’s Bhaja Govindam
» Posted By Jim On April 17, 2012 @ 10:59 am
Anyone that doesn’t believe that they landed on the moon is an IDIOT!!! It took them countless years to get a rocket to get to outer space. Then one year, they did it. Got man on the moon and left the USA Flag up there. I’m sure they had a special one made for the moon, with some metal inside the flag to hold it in place. And the WHOLE world saw it. Even the Astronauts had a ball up there. Kicking a rock around, like it was a soccer ball. After they were done up there, got back in the ship and blasted off back to Earth. With stuffs they got from the moon. Even the old clippings that I saw proves it. I saw everthing at the NASA Space Center and planning to go back there again. Even right now, they are working on the space station up there.
» Posted By JIm On November 1, 2009 @ 7:46 pm